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It never goes up without going down!

real. If it goes up in one place, crumbling behind me again the bridge. Why more?
I hate that I can not stand that. I'm afraid. I do not want. I want things to stay the way it is. Or that it will be better, but that nothing else breaks.

The good thing. I've found a therapist. Relatively quick Date received. Even more. In August, the second date, the introductory conversation I had earlier in June.
And he seems really nice and be okay. The guy is likable to me. And my friend (who needs no therapist or has used) was ever in the well and finds him likeable. But of course they can say about working with him much. For they have found that it does not need therapy.
I already though. And I hope it will work. I do not withdraw and hide, but because I fear that what is changing again. I change me.

And working outside call finally with my rehab counselor in early August. FINALLY! I mean, I'm waiting for this call since about early March or so .___. So it was time, would they find time for me. Then we'll see where she thinks it would be good for me.

The bad thing ... my friend. I'm really like him. Somehow I got him so well captured. God, it was for me love at first sight. I always wanted him. He did not. And now we are so far away from each other.
I do not know ... and he says that he does not know. He thinks it would be better if we returned to the friendship would return ... that was it. Because ... yes, now the gap between his feelings for me and my back is bigger. * Sigh *
And he says I should consider something good in our relationship and what is not. I do not know. I do not think about it, and blocking off. This he finds difficult. But I
. I'm afraid to lose him but ... Why, everything goes wrong and why with me, why I never had a normal life? I would also like to grow up sheltered.
But I was thinking, what bothers me. His inactivity in all sorts. Even when we did the same address in the home have lived, as it was difficult to move anything. Let it go out and go city. Cinema or anything else. Just have to watch DVDs went, although even there I had to go to the video store and get something did. Yes, I made it often to go with him, but it is exhausting.

And when I was no longer there. Was it too hard for him to visit me. For him. He visited me only once with me. But I was visiting him often. On to me it is difficult to go out. to overcome me. And I hate the fact that he pushes all of his depression. All his pain. And do not fight it! Or is wanted. No idea how it is now.
Yes ... That was what bothered me, but whether it is still so now? He is in hospital ... and there will ... he does not know yet. And I know nothing except that I'm afraid.

And my girlfriend. My best friend. We talked over the weekend. Much more than we otherwise have spoken and are also quite melancholic become the end. Because, even if on msn, talked quite frankly. In most cases, it is not so openly. And yes. We talked about the fact that I'm afraid that I take too much space and revolves only around me. And that they will protect me because they know how I'm hurt. And I've told her, and yes ... they said it was okay. It is the observer. And I is the pioneer of the advance. Strengthens me back. It's okay, as it is. She said. Yes ... but there's this fear. Infernal nagging fear that they alone can tell me exactly how everyone else. I do not want that.

We have found out that we Hao and Yoh are very similar are. Because I, and thus they too are concerned very much with Shaman King. My wish would be to destroy mankind. And if I had the opportunity, I would do it. Although I love living. and ... they would support me without thinking there. But only if we destroy all at once. ^ ^
because they did not know what their purpose in life. But she thinks it's just to have peace. Just to ... . Chillen So chill, I say, because I have no other word for it.
We - I like them. I'm really happy.
I had and all my friends happy, even though I often hurt by them was and yes. I feel terribly lonely and alone. Especially now, lately. Since my friend talked to me about it. Since I started it in July or even June've visited in the hospital.

Why can not everything just be good? Why are there these gorges. Why do I feel pain that shit? And this crappy fear and that feeling of emptiness and loneliness? I do not want anymore. I hate this

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Everything is always

Yes, what am I saying here?
Yesterday I was a therapist who suits me well in the first moment. And that I was able to quickly get an appointment!
Monday he called me whether I have time Wednesday and already I had an appointment.

And three more events, but not until next month.

meantime. No, I do not have a job still. Too bad or good luck. I still can not decide in this conflict. On the one hand, I will adjust myself, otherwise I'm too selfish for my own needs to be put back.

is yes and then I was yesterday in the city and rumgestreunt GOD'S HOT!
x__x Today it is stuffy and even the rain tonight, has shown no cooling.

the way I try to clean up, but something I am immensely poor. Chaos is everywhere with me, which I themselves actually do not mind, so I push it well again and again. ^ ^
But everyone else who does not live in my apartment it from what it is with me so chaotic.

Well. This is the disadvantage of the, if you live in the same house as the parents. * Sigh * My cat goes Meanwhile

better. It begins again busy mice. And yesterday I wanted
a mouse in agony watching the T___T
was so weak when I put them out. The
often do I do if my cat while she makes anschleppt and tired, but does not kill.
The run then normally once again gone.

But yesterday, just lying there and breathing. Although she has tried to move, but somehow ... no. It is impossible to describe, it was simply too weak to converse on his feet and even to crawl she was not capable.
And then flinched a few times and she was dead. * Sigh *

Yes, normally I have nothing against the cruelty of cats. But if you observed so a mouse at death struggle to come to me already high feelings that I can, however, quickly put back.
I mourned for her a little and that was it.
It happens to be the course of nature.

And so different than it is the way of humanity.

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I thought it would be better.

Yes. I'm real, I have reached much further.
But now, yes. I sit, at this moment Home. My rehab counselor had unfortunately only in August time, so I've been nothing.
the Employment Office I have to look for only a psychotherapist, because worry is that I am not yet so far. But I
at home. Well, yes. The urge me that I should still look for work. And always complain that I just sit at home.
Joa. And I want to also work. I want to find a normal job and earn my money. And independent.
And my Mom, a friend of hers, also wants to work ne. Via an employment firm in ner another company. In any case, she thinks it deserves as well. 1500 Euro. In about three times as much as I get now from the employment office.
And then I would be eight hours away. Would do what and who think everyone would be happy here because I work and earn money at last. After all, is the only thing that counts.

Joaa. And when she finally has been released and has said that tomorrow we will hold firm to the work to introduce ourselves to go, I was a bit all uncertain. Have agreed to everything she said and nodded.
and when she was gone, I was up to me and I was really sick. I'm still evil. I was trembling all over. I feel sick. I throw up and I have to constantly comes up everything.
Actually, I thought, hey pleased. Work! But yes. The labor office knows why I need a training therapists in shear accompaniment. > __>
Wah. Now I do not cry anymore, anyway. But I'm still sick and I can also say no one that I am emotionally zerrütet. This is the worst of it. Because yes. As I said, it is worth nothing if one does not work.

And I did. I work when I work, as I always give 100%. I can not treat others like me five minutes of rest. Something to do during the break or when work is over. In
are working there is no Rest, I have to always give full power. After all, if I got a job and I enjoy a little two-minute Verschnaufspause WILL, it is called immediately and everywhere: Why are you standing here so looking around you to do anything? ; you search for a job.
want And I do it quite right to do the work that I do. And it's never good enough for what I do. I just can not believe that it is good enough, although I have already told a few people, I create more and better than most. But for me it is not enough. I have to do more. I'll have to do better. I'm always in front of inferior, which is the reason why particular 8 hours is nothing for me.
This is the reason for the failures every few months. Because you this pace and this setting can not because of old permanent. It is not easy. The body plays there at some point with no more.

But now. Now I should see a doctor.

Actually I wanted her for a psychotherapist before the friend is my mother has come ...

Well ... Let's see ... should I go to my doctor, so maybe the Beruhigspillen.